The Future

The future....I guess its pretty close to being here! We always talked about what we "wanted to be when we grew up," and now it seems that time is here. College they say is about figuring out what you want to be....but my college life has been more about figuring out who I am. I started school with a boyfriend who I thought I was going to marry during school, and then WE would figure out my future. God pretty much laughed at that plan, and soon we were broken up. I went on a pretty fast downward spiral through the party scene, the frat/sorority life, lots of alcohol, some short relationships, and a few failed classes. I walked away from God, and wanted to take on my future by myself. When that plan failed miserable I moved back home, and like expected came home to a find a family with open arms as well as a God who never left my side. In these last two years at Cal State I really have found myself and who I want to be. As for my future I guess I have one more year to decide, but my new plan is to finish my degree in health care management, enjoy my wonderful boyfriend, friends, and family....and let Jesus take the wheel! Yes, I ended with a Carrie song :)